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Friday, January 18, 2013 @ 2:37 PM

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Sunday, May 27, 2012 @ 12:24 AM











Snow white said when I was young,
"One day my prince will come."
So I wait for that date.
They say its hard to meet your match,
Find my better half.
So we make perfect shapes.
If stars don't align,

If it doesn't stop time,
If you cant see the sign,
Wait for it.
One hundred percent,
With every penny spent.
He'll be the one that,
Finishes your sentences.

If it's not like the movies,
Thats how it should be.
When he's the one,
He'll come undone,
And my world will stop spinning,
And thats just the beginning.



Not Like the Movies - Katy Perry

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@ 12:16 AM

Kitty! I love her <3

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@ 12:04 AM

The novelist Colm Toibin once recounted a story about observing a Cantonese man sitting on a Kowloon footpath reading a book. The man’s face was stern with concentration, his finger tracing the line being read. At times the man’s expression would screw up in frustration at his progress. Finally, the reader looked up at the sky, his face beaming. Whether from a sudden joyous facility with the act of reading, or revelation from what was written, or delight at how the story resolved, it doesn’t matter. What mattered is he was in possession of something deliciously private – a connection between him and the writer, between the real world and that world inscribed upon the pages. 


What would the world be like without books? What a depressing and absurd idea. Scenes like that man reading belie the notion that modern advances pose a threat to reading as we know it.


 There’s always talk that the latest technology signals the demise of the book. Decades ago, radio was what would do it. Then came TV. And now the Internet. The machines change, but the act has stayed the same. The simplest form of technology prevails – pages printed into a sheaf and bound between covers. There’s something reassuring about such simplicity. Especially when it lets us delve into the complexities of life. 


Literature is the story of ourselves, the record of who we are, where we came from, and where we’re going. Non-fiction illuminates the world for us and fiction explains what non-fiction cannot. Through books we first travel. In those wanderings we become best acquainted with humanity through the characters we come to know more intimately than anyone else – whether we love, loathe, fear, or fawn over them. 


The narrator in Kahlil Gibran’s The Prophet helps me comprehend my faults and aspirations. Holden Caulfield and Harry Potter make me feel less alone. King Lear, Hannibal Lecter and Boromir are cautionary tales for who we could become if we’re not careful. Reading is our deepest connection to what makes us human, and part of a larger society. 


In that, books are a comfort. When I was a boy with thick glasses and braces on my buckteeth, books were my safe haven. Generations have likewise found solace in the written world, safety in feeling less alone amongst the crowds. Aren’t we loneliest, after all, when surrounded by others? But books aren’t bomb shelters, they’re bridges – through their pages we’re brought out into society, and one can posit that someone who reads is prepared for the world on a deeper level than someone who doesn’t. 


Though reading a book connects one with humanity, it is also the last truly private act in a world that’s become too public. As nourishment for the mind, it’s slow food in a world given over to fast food. Blogs, text messages, e-books, and the like bring topicality, portability, instant gratification, much as newspapers and magazines do. 


However important such forms are, they endure only as long as the stuff they’re printed on. The comforts of books: they defy time, break borders, and repudiate mortality. 


And there are the unquantifiable pleasures that books alone offer: The scent, the sound, the tactile sensation of what is a cerebral, silent, disembodied task. The sharing of a volume by lending it to a friend. The adventure of leaving a book to be found by a stranger, who will in turn partake in that private journey before passing it on again. The grandeur of a civilisation evidenced through its libraries. It is important that we work to give every person the opportunity to enjoy books as shelters, sustenance, and roads forward. Literacy and library programmes are important goals for developed and developing nations alike. 


To imagine a world without books is to imagine a world without thought. A world without feeling, compassion, history, or voice. 

Miguel Syjuco, from the Philippines, is the author of the bestselling, multi-awarded debut novel Ilustrado.

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Sunday, January 08, 2012 @ 7:20 PM

Jason Mraz - I Won't Give Up

When i look into your eyes
It’s like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well there’s so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you’ve come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up



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Thursday, January 05, 2012 @ 9:48 PM

Here’s a toast to the good days, the better friends. The ones that you just can’t live without. The people that have taught you how to party, how to live, how to have a good time just sitting around. Here is to the people that, no matter how bad things seem, are going to be there for you to lean back on and catch you if you fall.

My December 2011:

India OCSP : 2 DEC - 17 DEC




22 DEC


26 DEC



29 DEC





1 JAN
Conclusion? It was good. :D

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Wednesday, December 28, 2011 @ 12:27 PM





As some of you may know, I came back from my OCSP(overseas community service project) in India about 2 weeks ago. Before I embark on the details of my trip, let me share the reason behind me joining Project Gazaab. Other than fulfilling the 80 hours of community service as part of the degree requirement, I thought that it was important that the purpose of the project needed to be in line with that of my own. Project Gazaab is very different from other ocsps, and doesn't involve us doing the same old things like building houses, painting house etc. It was about the concept of micro-social enterprise, where we would guide the students living in the suburbs about setting up their own business, that even with the little technology and resources, they can still be entrepreneurs. Being in ISE (initiative for social enterprise), this was the obvious choice. Project Gazaab has just completed its third year in running, and one of the inspirational stories that sprouted from the founder's (Jamon) efforts can be found here:

http://www.projectgazaab.org/

http://www.smu.edu.sg/news_room/smu_in_the_news/2011/sources/ST_20110122_1.pdf
-straits times

But why India you ask?To be honest I never thought I'd be going India at any point in my life but everything just kind of fell into place after I got through to the interview, which will be explained later in my next post (when I've gotten all the pictures, heh). Till then, see y'all!




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Tuesday, December 27, 2011 @ 2:21 AM



Hungry, I come to you for I know you satisfy
I am empty, but I know Your love does not run dry

And so I wait for You so I wait for You
I'm falling on my knees
Offering all of me
Jesus, You're all this heart is living for

Broken, I run to You for Your arms are open wide
I am weary, but I know Your touch restores my life
And so I wait for You so I wait for You

I'm falling on my knees
Offering all of me
Jesus, You're all this heart is living for

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Wednesday, November 30, 2011 @ 1:40 AM

Dear God, I thank you for the beautiful and special people you have blessed me with.

Amen.

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Movies to watch in 2011 and 2012

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Saturday, October 01, 2011 @ 11:58 PM

image via weheartit.com

Here I am, entering my recess week in SMU. Here's what on my plate so far:

1. Currently handling 4.5 modules, with 4 presentations and 3 written reports due in 6 weeks
2. In the midst of preparation for my overseas community service project (2nd December to 18th December). I'm really excited about this project, because I've heard so many fulfilling experiences from my friends who have gone on ocsps before, and this time we are planning everything on our own!
3. Handling 2 tuition kids for my first semester. The good news is the place is just about 10 minutes from my place.
4. Fun Factory on alternate weekends

I've been coping pretty well...so far.

Schoolwork and other commitments aside, I'm just so thankful for good team mates, and support from both the family and boyfriend.

A verse I would like to share, even in the midst of my busy-ness :
"The Lord strengthens and protects me; I trust in Him with all my heart. I am rescued and my heart is full of joy; I will sing to Him in gratitude."
Psalm 28 - 7


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Friday, June 17, 2011 @ 12:37 AM

I'd rather love just a little too much

Every now and then I get the inspiration to update this space here, and right now the inspiration comes from a movie! Before I touch on that, here's just a little update to fill the spaces in between the last blog post.

Firstly, I cant believe how fast 6 months has whizzed past so quickly, and university is starting soon! I am grateful that I've managed to work at a place that is not only convenient, but also blessed with TLs that have been ever so understanding and taking the temps under their wings with such patience. My colleagues are a fun bunch of people that help to ease the mundane-ness of routine. My place is uni is not yet finalised, I'm giving SMU a shot again and I'm leaving the rest to God. I might not be sure where Im headed now, but I do know my future is already in God's hands.

Also, it's J's birthday month! Fortunately, we got to spend more time together this year, which meant a sorta unplanned (pre/present/post) birthday celebration. We ate, and ate,...and ate. Circuit road hawker food, ichiban boshi, swensons' , fatboy,(almost salted caramel), takoyaki, fried icecream, and seafood. Yes, we love food. It's been almost 2 and a half years with him, and I'm ever so thankful for him in my life. Love you dear!

So, today saw Weidi and I on one of our many spontaneous meet-ups, the " hey do you wanna catch a movie/go for drink/ hang out and catch up with each other because I miss you" moment.
We had dinner at hongkong cafe, whose staff actually imagined that we paid $44 for a $24 meal and gave us $20 change for free, which we used it to pay for our movie tickets (we wish). I had a great time with weidi (always do), picking up from where we last left and just talking/hearing about each other's work/personal life.

So....the inspiration behind this post: drumrolls...




I know what you're thinking, it's just another rom-com! But I really enjoyed watching every bit of it, and what really drew me to the movie even more was the movie soundtracks! Just like weidi said, soundtracks sound good on their own, but even better when they are featured in movies because it adds a whole new story line to the song. I liked that something borrowed wasn't that predictable, even at the climax. Okay, I must admit, both of us couldn't stop squealing at colin egglesfield (we are girls, after all). Definitely the cherry on top yes? Shall not do a spoiler over here, go watch it and you'll know what I mean! :)

some of my favourite soundtracks from the movie before I sign off,

Little too much - natasha bedingsfield
Running around in my dreams - Tyrone Wells
The Longer I run - Peter Bradley Adams

adieu!

In loving memory of Mr Peter Thong, thank you for being one of the best teachers I ever had. We will all miss you.

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Thursday, April 07, 2011 @ 9:26 AM


We are in the finals.


I want to share with you all what lijing wrote for the team the night before the tj-sa match. It was inspiring, still is, and even as I'm writing this post I can't believe that they are one step closer to achieving the tj wcwpt dream.


"Tomorrow's game is one that we started the season looking forward to, the most highly anticipated match of the year, the one that we trained so hard for. There'll be no second chances; no regrets; no what ifs; no could have beens and no buts.

Tomorrow we are up against our strongest opponent, ourselves. This is not a game between SA and us anymore, it's a battle against ourselves, a fight to redefine "giving our best", making our best better. Tomorrow we will conquer the pool, solely because we will continue fighting on till the last second, when the horn is sounded. This is it girls, it's time to prove that Mr Loh and Mr Bunz have not scolded us in vain, time to do this together as a team and time to savour the fruits of our labor. Tomorrow they may kick, pull, scratch, punch, drown and climb on us. But why should we let what they can/cannot do affect us? Our ability is not built on what our opponent does to us. It is built from belief in yourself, on the support that the team gives. In the past few weeks we have grown so much closer, the bonds forged are so much more stronger. We are now what people call "family" and I really think of you guys as my family. So much sacrifices, tears, sweat and blood just for this moment. Let us shine tomorrow, in the pool.

Remain calm girls, remember what you're supposed to do. Follow the game plan, but do not stick to it. Change and go with your instincts if need be. Do not always think that the shots should come from the stronger players, try and give it your best and hardest shot. Mark tight, do not let them swim past you. Mark like your life depends on it. Watch the man, do not let them slip away. Protect your ball, take a foul if needed and always look out for the free man. Because we believe in ourselves, because we trust that our teammates will be fighting as hard as you are, because we've been through so much together as a team, because we deserve it, tomorrow, we go out there, and play like never before. We deserve the best effort we can give ourselves because this team deserves nothing but the best. Rest well girls for we have a battle to win tomorrow. "

-tan li jing, captain of TJC water polo team 2011

The girls, some were sick or injured, physical signs of the past few weeks of intense training revealing their ugly head. Yet, they persevered. Even as I was standing at the spectator stand at acsi yesterday, cheering them on and adrenaline pumping with each point scored against our opponent, I just felt so proud of team 2011. Because what I saw wasn't weakness, but the mental grit to break past any pain. A determination so evident, it was the rock that brought them through every quarter. What I witnessed, was team spirit.


We are already winners, because we have made it this far.

To the girls playing next wednesday, give it your all, give it your very best, and GOLD IS POSSIBLE.

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Monday, March 14, 2011 @ 7:41 PM

I love this music video by Jessie J, everything's so fresh and lyrics very meaningful


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Thursday, March 03, 2011 @ 12:05 PM

"No life's so short that it never learns. No flame's so small that it never burns. No page's so sure that it never turns." - Savatage, Not what you see


This week has been so much fun for me, just being able to catch up with the people that helped me grow up along the way. Most of us are receiving our results tomorrow, and hence the meetups because it's gonna be decisions, decisions right after that. At that moment, all I wished for was for time to take a standstill and not having to worry about what tomorrow will bring. Yet I know that my God already has a plan for me, and I'm going to let myself revel in that thought for now.

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Sunday, February 13, 2011 @ 8:59 PM

As I lay me down
Heaven hear me now
Im lost without a cause
After giving it my all

Winter storms have come
And darkened my sun
After all that I've been through
Who on earth can I turn to

I look to you
I look to you

After all my strength is gone
In you I can be strong

I look to you
I look to you

Yeah

And when melodies are gone
In you I hear a song

I look to you

'bout to lose my breath
There's no fighting left
Sinking to rise no more
Searching for that open door

And every road that I've taken
Lead to my regret
And I don't know if Im gonna make it
Nothing to do but lift my head

I look to you
I look to you

Whitney Houston - I Look to You

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Tuesday, January 25, 2011 @ 11:43 PM

There is nothing like love.





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Saturday, January 15, 2011 @ 12:16 AM

"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel"
Maya Angelou

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Friday, January 07, 2011 @ 12:09 AM

In the first week of 2011 I...

-Went to timbre with besties to celebrate 2011 for the first time together


-hung out with J and his friends and they made it a little more exciting this year, with all the forfeits.


-made new friends @ my work training, played at mindcafe for the first time

I cant wait for the rest of the year already. ^^




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Saturday, January 01, 2011 @ 10:15 PM

"I wanted a perfect ending. Now I’ve learned, the hard way, that some poems don’t rhyme, and some stories don’t have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what’s going to happen next. "

Gilda Radner
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Even as 2010 comes to a close, and we all welcome 2011, I would like to recount my blessings for the past 2 years.

I Thank God for....
My family, who've been there for me throughout. They've been supporting me emotionally, and financially(all the JC notes, all paid by them man).




For J, who was, and still is my best friend. We saw each other through hurdles(army for him, As for me), and that made us alot stronger than we thought. I'm looking forward to a whole new year with him, heh.




zee,sj,jacinth, and my net group. For being there for me.

My tk friends who were my source of support throughout these 2 years, for always
being there for me and to share my tj experience with. Ame, wd, Elain and Rachel. Our o level results ranged from 6-9 points, and through various circumstances we all ended up in the same college. Where we entered different classes, different ccas and made new friends.Yet I still loved them the same, and they remained one of the clowest to my heart till today.
6 years of friendship, and still counting aye.

My very first tj friends whom I met through orientation, nut and zt. They made my tj journey smooth sailing right from the very start and despite the short period of time I've known them, I feel so comfortable when I'm with them and the 3 of us, we all
have our dreams for next year, excited for the journey we're all gna take:)

My class, 1909. I do not even know where to begin. Honestly, being in my class still holds the record for one of the best things that has
happened in my whole academic life. I love how there are people to organize class gatherings, and we're all so willing to participate. I'm proud to say that my class is one of the most bonded in the whole cohort, and the pictures I've taken with them over the past 2 years speak so much for themselves. They've taught me what 'we're all in this together' really meant, and I love them so much because they've made tj so enjoyable for me, no matter what the other naysayers might comment about tj.

My pw group
Dynamically, I am proud to say that we complement each other so well, and I'm appreciative for them because I've heard many other people complain about their respective groups, but I dont have any to complain of just because they're so awesomely coorperative. Yes, we all got our As :)

coach loh, swimchers, My swim team, and water polo team-mates.
With my polo girls, most of us played the sport for the first time. We were all so apprehensive in the beginning but eventually, we emerged as a team stronger than anyone of us thought we'd become, we trained till muscles ached, cheered each other on when the going got tough, cried when it was our last match for the season. I love you girls:)

At the end of the day, I only have God to thank, for He has given me what I would say is the best 2 years of my academic life. I've learnt to trust in Him to guide my path, to have child-like faith to believe that my Heavenly father would never shortchange me, and that He will walk me through.

2010, I bid you farewell.

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Tuesday, December 28, 2010 @ 6:06 PM

There's been a slowdown in my blog updates due to work training! It's all been good so far, and I'm back with my update on christmas.

In chronological order,
-swim team christmas bbq @ ecp on 21st
-christmas net party @ my place on 24th
-Double date @ clarke quay on 25th.

Surprisingly, clarke quay wasnt as crowded as I thought it'll be! I had a great time with J, zeechoo and weichien, cant wait for our next double date! :D
We went to Ma maison's where I tried butter coated escargots for the very first time and I'm not looking back man. It's so good I completely forgot that I'm eating snails. Went to Mulligan's after for some drinks, where the boys had their second meal while we listened to the good music there. Truly, nothing beats good company+good music :)


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I loved my christmas, hope yours was great too!

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Friday, December 17, 2010 @ 11:48 PM




AND WD THE CAMWHORE QUEEN TURNS 18!!!


I LOVE THIS GIRL TO CRUMBS AND BISCUITS, SHE'S SO FUNNY IN HER OWN WAY AND SHE DA KEWLXXX WOMAN YO. :):) YES AS YOU CAN TELL IM TYPING IN A WEIRD AND FUNNY WAY BUT THAT'S HOW WE COMMUNICATE TO EACH OTHER ALL ZEE TIME AND HENCE WE COOLZ IN OUR OWN WAY TOO ^^

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@ 11:34 PM

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okay so instead of spamming my blog with more individual photos, I've decided to do a collage on my JB trip! not in chronological order of course. This trip was rather impromptu for me because I wasn't sure if I could actually make it when J asked me to join them about 2 weeks before that since I started work the same week. Guess what, I smsed him just the night before the trip if there was space for me to join them, and you cannot imagine the joy when he informed me that I could go! Yet another post-A level activity added to my schedule, teehee.

I played paintballing for the first time, didn't get any orh-cheys thankfully! I know it hurts because J got hit quite a few times and the bruises are still healing for him. Anyhow, we really enjoyed ourselves trying to hide from our enemies and aiming for a good shot. The trajectory of the gun is super high(physics students correct me if the term I used is incorrect), which explains my many missed shots.Ya'll should go try it out when you have the chance!

Go-kart after that, the range was hugeeee and it was exhilarating to manoevre the go-kart. I refused to wear the face helmets they provided because it reminded me so much of my softball glove that made my hand stink everytime I used it. Wore a red kiddy helmet just for my head instead.

Dinner was seafood, which might I add was super delicious at such an affordable price. 9 dishes with 2 crabs, licked the crabshells clean baby.^^

Super fun trip with denise, aizhen, leon, adam, hsuhsing, sebastian, kah leong, roxie and J. Cant wait for countdown party with them again this year!!

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Tuesday, December 14, 2010 @ 11:34 PM

10 dec 2010, friday
class gathering cum jaclyn's birthday celebration @ jiaming's on friday, good bonding time + scrumptious food that left us with more than satisfied tummies. I'm gna miss my fellow PW teammate and his awesome cooking while he's away at army!!



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The 5 boys preparing the table for 15 girls :)

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mushroom soup, mussels, prawns, porridge with cheese, dory fish, wedges. YUMM:)


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